... like home anyway.Not with fighting aliens and always on the move.I miss those days so much.It was so simple then. Never had a care in the world then.And life wasn't so fucking complicated.Oh...I just looked at how much gas I have. I need to get some more,
almost empty.I'll pull of at the next stop anyway where was I?Oh yes. Life got more complicated after I found out how I felt about
Kevin.That was maybe two years ago. It started out with a crush and then
over time it turned into love.The moment I knew I tried to stay away and not have anything other
then fighting aliens with Kevin.But he's like a magnet and I can't get away .... usually.I decided not to long ago that it was better that I left instead of
sticking around.And now I'm deciding that I should let go. It's time to find someone
else.I love Kevin enough to let him be with Gwen and Gwen is going to be
happy.My parents I'll let them know where I am when I've settled.It's not fair to any of them I know that.After all they are my family but it was not good to stay.Maybe one day I'll chance my mind and return.Maybe I'll be forgiven for leavingand maybe even forgiven for what I wrote in the note.About loving Kevin.Maybe Gwen won't kill me.Maybe Kevin won't hate me.Maybe they're never forget.Too many maybes and to many if's.For now I'll keep running and not return.Kevin will only be mine in my dreams.Maybe He'll see how much I love h...